The Backpacking Girl - Carolina Rommel

Traveling Intuitively: Being "Responsibly" Open to the Unknown

2012-01-24T22:26:00.002Z

"A good Traveler has no fixed plans, and is not intent on arriving." -Lao Tzu

How do you decide where you are going to go? It's a common question I get asked. Well.....(my mind wonders if I should tell them the truth or if I will just sound crazy....)

Years ago, my initial trip destinations were primarily me accepting invites from others, or following the recommendations of other seasoned travelers. Now that I have become a frequent traveler, my destination choices and style have changed somewhat. I tend to trust my own judgement and intuition and therefore will often land in a country or city, knowing no-one and with few plans. I also tend to travel to a place, "just because." For example, my last big trip--2 weeks in South America in November--came about after I met a massage therapist in Chicago and an hour after knowing her she casually mentioned she was planning on visiting Bolivia and Peru for 11.11.11. I thought that sounded great. After getting all her info, I booked all my tickets two weeks later. Shortly after doing so, she informed me she would no longer be going on the trip. So I ended up alone in two foreign countries with no idea of why I was going or what to do. But it all worked out. I believe it always does. After all, I don't think the Universe has taken me this far (on so many random adventures) to just drop me. So I travel in trust and faith and with enough travel reference to know that I can get through anything.

As much as possible I prefer to do what I refer to as traveling intuitively. For me this means: making as few set plans as possible, allowing myself to be open to meeting new people, and doing whatever interests me. The benefit of traveling this way has allowed me to have amazing adventures: going abseiling with a German-hiker I randomly met and later taking a private plane ride over-looking the Blue Mountains in Australia; meeting a young girl, Hannah, whose family care-takes for an elephant farm in India--feeding the baby elephants; teaching Tibetan Monks English while waiting to hear the Dalai Lama speak in Mcloud Gonj.... the adventures I have had are ENDLESS, and largely because I traveled alone and did not have "the next destination" I had to get to, or time constraint I had to follow.

As wonderful as those experiences have been, there is also a down-side to the 'easy-breezy go where the wind (or my interests) take me' kind of traveling; one of the major ones being cost. Waiting last minute to book hotels, flights, event tickets, etc can get incredibly expensive. One also runs the risk of being unable to do something because it gets sold out, becomes unavailable, or just ends up costing more than your budget allows.

A few suggestions for achieving what I find is a fairly healthy balance of planning your trip enough to be "responsible," but still allowing for freedom and the opportunity to change your mind last minute:

1. Purchase all Big-Item Tickets: Buy the "main tickets" in advance. Whether these be tickets for an event or for a plane or train. Purchase the tickets that have the most chance of being sold-out or drastically increasing in price. For example, buying the tickets out of your original country but then waiting until you get to the foreign country to purchase more internal travel. Often the internal travel tickets are much cheaper and do not go up in price as much if not purchased way in advance.

2. Remember: First & Last. As an extension of #1, I always book my hotel for the first night (and sometimes the last night) before I jet off. The last thing you want to do when exhausted from a long flight is to have to worry about where you will sleep that evening. On that same note, in some countries you MUST have a return (round-trip) ticket out of there and to your next destination, so purchase those and allow the in-between leg of your journey to abound with spontaneity.

3. Know before you go: Do your research! This will at least give you a general idea of possibilities and also help you to determine which "big tickets" must be purchased in advance and which can be delayed last-minute. For example, for my November South America trip I wanted to hike to Machu Pichu. Because I waited last-minute, the Inca Trail was booked out for the dates I wanted to travel and I was forced to do an alternative, much more strenuous hike (which I am sure was good for me even if I was miserable half the time).

4. Book if after Dark: For women travelers especially, if landing to an unknown destination after hours or when the light is no longer in the sky, book the transportation and/ or accommodation in advance. I got myself in a few scary situations not having observed this rule.

5. Be Open!!. Nothing ruins travel like a bad attitude. So you missed your bus and can't get to your destination until tomorrow. Ok, so then do not waste time stressing over what cannot be changed and make the most out of wherever you happen to end up. After all, "It's the Journey, not the Destination," right? ;)

I hope this has been helpful. Trust that your own knowing is strong and that the Universe is looking after you, and you might just end up in a place or situation other than planned, that turns out to be more exciting than any adventure you could have imagined.

"Keep yourself open and aware to the urges that motivate you." -Martha Graham

"Don't short-change the opportunities the world has for you!"
--me

Feeding chips to a baby elephant in Chilla, India

Salkantay Trek to Machu Pichu

My "Private Plane" over-looking the Blue Mountains, Australia

Although interesting, One of the scarier places I have traveled to solo: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Oh the places we go: My face on the side of a bus

2012-01-23T21:35:00.005Z

I have learned to be open to life, to: "Not limit the opportunities the Universe has for me." So I try to just show up and see where the Universe takes me. Apparently it is taking me cross-country, in a way I have never been before!

Bungey-jumping, Sky-diving, Private Plane, Propeller plane, Cruise Ship; The ways I have traveled have been endless. But this is a first for me--travelling cross-country on the side of a bus!

For a model traveler, what else could be more fitting? I am aiming for my image on an airplane next (or perhaps a yacht named after me). ;)

Will keep you posted.....

The Backpackinggirl is Back!

2012-01-12T07:05:00.001Z

Hello world,

It has been awhile again since I last posted but rest assured it is not because I have not been travelling. Alas, I have not been posting because I have been exploring the world. Non-stop.

In the past 3 months I have visited 5 countries and over 15 cities. I have been so busy traveling (and then coming back to NY for work in-between) that I have had little to time to update this blog; that is coming.

I have also noticed a theme: my trips have become divided into those I have taken with, or to visit, family and friends (Washington State, California, Miami, Canada), and those taken alone and with a more spiritual intention behind them (Peru, Bolivia, England). As I believe in one of the most basic laws of Physics--that what you put into the Universe expands (or comes back to you), so too have my two travel paths begun to converge.

In October I went back to England to attend the Samhain ceremony (the Celtic Pagan New Year) at the Goddess Temple in Glastonbury, but I was also able to see dear friends from my Oxford days. On my 2-week South America trip in November I went knowing no one but came back with friends I am sure I will see again. My next big trip (in 2 weeks) is in a small city 40-miles outside of Dallas, Texas. I will be attending a 10-day silent Vipassana Meditation event.

So do not worry, the travel bug has not left me. I actually do not know it ever can. Once infected, I believe it takes over, perhaps lying dormant for years but residing within your heart and soul. Exploration and adventure are my only reprieve.

Until my next post (soon, I promise!), here are a few of pics from my latest journeys.

Relaxing at the parent's lakehouse: Stanwood, WA

Enjoying the architecture (not the freezing winter weather): Montreal, Canada

Doing a "hat exchange" with the gate-keeper to the South Island: Isla Del Sol, Lake Titicaca

Making new friends. 5-day Salkantay Trek to Machu Pichu

Travel, Workout (and Everday) Wardrobe Essential

2011-10-07T03:51:00.006+01:00

It has been awhile since I last posted but have a few upcoming trips that I am very excited about--including Puma Punku and Lake Titicaca Bolivia (for 11.11.11) and from there I will hike the 5-day Trek to Machu Pichu and then head down to the Lima, Peru. I will be posting all about it here (as well as adding updates about recent trips in the U.S.).

In the interim, I have to share my latest must-have find. As many of you know, I work as a fit model for dozens of designers (essentially I am a live-mannequin and all clothes get fit on me prior to being sold in the stores). As a result I am exra-picky when it comes to comfort and the fit and feel of garments. I am so obsessed with these leggings that I have to share!

The Under Armour Heat Gear Compression capri leggings are AMAZING!! The fabric feels cool on your skin, holds you in without being too tight, AND they are great for travel because they can double as leggings and/or can be even worn out at night under a dress or longer-length tunic top (to hide the logo which hits on the right upper-thigh) (they come in capri and full length). I highly recommend them!!

Purchased from: Nordstrom--they were so popular they SOLD OUT. You can follow the direct link to purchase on UnderArmour here: http://www.underarmour.com/shop/us/en/pid1203531-001

Price: $34.99

Color: Black

Fit: I purchased a size small. They fit well and are pretty true to size but are a tad tight at the waist band (if you are fuller in the high hip/waist, they can create that unsightly muffin-top look). If you are fuller in those areas and want to avoid this, I would suggest rolling down the waist-band OR ordering a size-up.

I am 5'7 and the length hits approx 4 inches below the knee (although I prefer them slightly scrunched up to just under the knee).

Again, these pants are so comfortable and versatile they are a Must-Have for every active woman or traveler!

These tights were Perfect for all my South America hiking!!

To Cruise or not to Cruise....

2010-11-15T00:32:00.003Z

Naturally somewhat claustrophobic, the idea of being stuck in a tiny cabin, on a boat (albeit a very large one) full of strangers in the middle of the ocean for a week, meant that going on a cruise never made the top of my vacation destination list. So, when my sister Alice offered to fund a 7-day Carnival Conquest Cruise for her family after the wedding, I initially pondered the trip with trepidation and an onslaught of questions: Would the cabins have windows? Have you been on a cruise before and did you like it? Why? What ports are we stopping at? What would the weather be like? Her answers began to melt my fear and transform it into excitement at the opportunity to spend a week with my family on a free vacation. The cheapest cabins do not have windows and are priced at four to a room (rates very greatly depending on the season). Our cabin could be upgraded at an additional cost (We chose to get the Premium Balcony Staeroom, Verandah 8448: smaller than a suite but with a quarter of the rear ship balcony for an additional cost of aprox $1000). We liked the room and loved watching the sunset from our own (semi-)private balcony. Being first-time cruisers, my roommate and I did not realize that one of the effects of having a room at the back of the ship () is that more swaying is felt. After taking a Dramamine the first day and passing out in my room from the drowsiness it produced, I tried wearing a pair of anti-seasick sweatbands purchased in the cruise gift shop. I cannot conclude if they assisted or not but I woke up after 5 hours of sleep with very uncomfortable band marks on my wrist from the tightness of the elastic (I would advise that if you try these, make sure that the inside of the band or bracelet is as comfortable as possible to avoid friction marks on your skin). After these two failed sea-sickness remedies, I fould that Bonine seemed to work best for me. After two days I began to become accustomed to the gentle rocking of the ship and felt no further nausea for the remainder of the trip.

Tips to prevent motion sickness: http://www.marinemedical.com/articles/seasick.htm

Both my brother and sister had been on cruises before and enjoyed them most for the ease of offering a vacation with little necessary planning (the biggest decisions being what excursions to partake in at the ports-of-call). The options for how to spend the days and nights are endless. For day entertainment: the spa or gym, bingo games, (limited) shopping in the two shops), gambling in the casino, basketball, volleyball, miniature golf, the water-slide, a “quiet” sundeck where peaceful sunbathing or reading can be enjoyed, or a more “lively” sun deck where top-40 hits are spun by a live dj and on-board drinking games such as “hairiest chest” contest and “mixology” cocktail making contests can be viewed. For nighttime: there are two theater options, karaoke, more gambling, three clubs, live music, and comedy shows (the CMT comedian on-board was hilarious).

Food is available on-board 24 hours with more limited options after 10pm. The buffet offered a variety of choices with decent food. The dining rooms offered a hit-or-miss menu of choices with a higher likelihood of improved fare on the days where mandatory dining room attire upgraded from “cruise casual” to “captain’s elegant.” On the two evenings where more formal attire was requested, the female guests’ preferred sparkles and sequins in every color and form. For a more pleasant food experience, I would highly encourage paying the $30 extra per person to dine in The Point Steakhouse. This involved an upgrade from overcooked chicken or fish in the designated dining rooms, to choices of lobster and steak for dinner and excellent dessert options. Overall I would say that my (our) experience was pleasant but the overall food offerings could have been improved, and I would have preferred the limited amount of time spend at each port of call to be increased (approx 7 hours in total to get off, explore and get back on).

Guests of the Carnival cruise that became stranded in Mexico last week may have a different opinion (see fox news link below). It will be interesting to see if THEY take up Carnival’s offer for “a free future cruise of equal value.” As for me, I enjoyed the experience with my family and think for a group excursion it made a lot of since, allowing each guest to spend their free time as they pleased, coming together as a family for the theater and dinner at night. I am grateful for the experience but will stay on land (or plane) for my next trip. In the far future, I may once again aboard a cruise but if so, it would likely be with a more luxurious line (with better different destinations and better food).

http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/11/09/carnival-cruise-ship-loses-power-engine-room/

Details:

Working on my tan in my leopard bikini while playing m-golf with the fam

Carnival Conquest: http://www.carnival.com/cms/fun/ships/carnival_conques/default.aspx?shipCode=CQ

7-day Sunday-Sunday. October 3-10, 2010

Port of Embarkation: Galveston, Texas.

Nearest airports: Scholes International Airport at Galveston, Hobby and George Bush airports in Houston

Cost: (reduced rates are offered for: over 55’s, return guests, when booked in advance, in a group and during the hurricane season (when our group of 15 went). The gamble with the hurricane season is that there is a possibility of not stopping at all ports of call. The cruise the week prior to ours only embarked at one of three ports due to inclement weather.

The weekly schedule: Day 1:, Days 2 and 6: “Fun Day at Sea” , Day 3 Embark: Montego Bay, Jamaica, Day 4 Embark: Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands, Day 5 Embark: Cozumel, Mexico, Day: 7 Depart: Galveston (8am-10:30am).

Feb Snow in Oxford= Cold and Pretty

2009-06-28T01:32:00.007+01:00

I arrive in England in January. My first impressions of London, it is: expensive and cold, and the language sound like English...yet I still fail to understand every fifth word. From there to Oxford=even colder inside. This due to the very old buildings with inadequate heat. If you are planning on coming in the winter months bring lotsa layers and clothes for the cold, wet weather and utter lack of sunshine. This dreary weather and new germs meant i got sick quite often my first month, it also adversely affected my mood :(
That said, Oxford is beautiful, even in the winter (but if you have the option of when to come, choose late Spring or Summer). One thing I did experience that occurs rarely in Oxford: Snow! Spent the evening at a local club, Clems: the music is good and it can be fun to run into randomly costumed characters but do not even get me started on the inadequacy of Oxford night life. After sweating inside we leave to be greeted by pretty white flakes. While some of the crew opted for a taxi, others stayed behind and enjoyed the beautiful snow-glistened nature interrupted occasionally by drunk people slipping and sliding through the peaceful winter streets on their attempt to return home.

http://www.oxfordcityguide.com
http://www.oxfordcity.co.uk/

INtroduction to the Oxford Bop

2009-06-28T01:05:00.012+01:00

Been busy in the UK. Blame the delay and infrequency of travel on the intense demand of academic life at Oxford. Now that the term is done I am left with more time to update you on my whereabouts. I am backtracking from Jan 2009. One of my first parties at college introduced me to what would become "my crew", my close group of fellow visiting students that I would travel with on weekends. But first, a weekend at Oxford and my first "Bop" ( I believe that term is still used in the U.S. by those who danced in the fifties. Here at Oxford this term is not reminiscent of the good old days of pigtailed girls and bobbie socks. Nope, it's more like a good old American frat themed party (though much less fratty)-- lots of wacky costumes. The Brits use Halloween as a day of ghosts and gore and use all other occasions as an excuse for "fancy dress" (dressing creatively) and lots of drinking. My first introduction into this was our college Bop "SEH," for "St Edmund Hall." Students had to dress up as a thing that began with an "S": Shadow, Sheep, Superhero, Satan; "E":Edgar Allen Poe (me),; or "H": Homeless person, Harry Potter character, Hippie. What I love about these bops is it is not about being pretty or looking cool but rather how creative and/or silly one can be.
http://www.seh.ox.ac.uk/index.php?section=1

London, England. Leaving Osprey, Loving Louis V

2009-01-28T00:21:00.004Z

OK, so this nine month endeavor little resembles my last seven month backpacking adventure. For one, I will be studying which means no books for leisure (not that I do not immensely enjoy my one's assigned by my professors, now "tutors"). It will also mean less traveling during the terms and more local explorations. What this also means is that I have replaced my Opsrey backpack with My Louis Vuitton luggage. I have also expanded my four lonely outfits from my last trip to include: my fur coat, 16 pairs of shoes, and a few more outfit changes.
Just to offer reassurance, while Osprey did get left behind, my adventuress backpacking spirit did not remain storaged in Ny, like him. No, this trip will be a welcome hybrid of goose down comforter, pretty clothes and Prada purses luxury mixed with roughin it, backpacking budget exploration.
Some of my "not so roughin it" London adventures have included:
* tea at the beautiful 5 Star Dorchester in Mayfair, a posh London neighborhood.
* dinner at one of the highest rated international restaurants. Food was great!
* exploring Harrod's the department wonder-they have multiple food and meat sections-In a Department Store where Gucci bags are sold in the next room. I found this strange

London, England. When Getting Out is the Most Difficult Part

2009-01-18T23:35:00.005Z

After a six hour flight I arrived at my friends apt at St George Wharf around 11pm. I left the dinner party early to catch up on sleep. The next day I was alone in the apartment contemplating my first day in this new city. I consulted the "Lonely Planet" guide for what to do,and yet....
There's always a certain amount of fear that builds when being alone in a new city. The longer I looked out from the apt balcony to the River Thames and the city of London, the more fearful I became. But from all my travel experiences I have learned that if I want to enjoy my time, it's ok to feel fear but i just have to do it anyway. The "doing it" part for me constituted just leaving the apartment. Ok, so although leaving the safety of my living environment to explore the unknown is difficult regardless of what city I find myself in, in London I found it virtually impossible. The door exiting the apartment did NOT HAVE A DOORKNOB!! (see pics provided). Something that I was capable of doing in NY (opening a door) turned into a twenty minute escapade.
This episode served to be what would become my London experience: everything I thought I knew, was different here; this included the words, the food and even the doors.

Family: Zany, Crazy, Funny, Beautiful...MINE!

2007-06-11T23:30:00.003+01:00

Sometimes you have to leave all you know to realize all you already have.
This is my greatest lesson learned!!
Loving this opportunity for travel and all it entails but missing so much back home- my friends, my bed, my cute cozy NY apartment, my clothes, but most importantly...MY FAMILY!!!! I miss them all, and there are quite a few! ;)
Realize that a portion of this trip was running away. In October my little brother Pedro was killed in a car accident. It was so heartwrenching and difficult to deal with and did so alone(well not without friends and support but with no family nearby). Six weeks later, my uncle( who took me in (along with his amazing wife, my Aunt Cathe) and raised me and whom I consider like a father)was diagnosed with cancer. It just became too much pain to deal with. And so, as part of a solution, an attempt to run away from my hurt, pain and dissilusionment with life, I packed up my belongings and headed on this journey. After a billion tears and a lot of insight I have realized that as long as I choose to love- pain, hurt and loss is inevitable.
So here I am, feels like a million miles away and missing my family like crazy!!!! I´ve always said if my brother´s and sister´s were not related we may not be friends(we are sooo different) but I am so greatful that God has Blessed me with them. Crazy, silly, goofy and chaotic they are a part of me and have made me who I am.
And my friends- well, I see my friends as the family I have chosen.
I miss you all so much. Please know that while I am not currently with you, it is your love, laughter and all the memories that are sustaining me while I am away!

love n miss, Carolina

y para todo mi familia en Mexico-te quiero y te extrano mucho!

LOOKING BACK in GRATITUDE...INDIA

2007-05-22T22:31:00.003+01:00

Elephant ride in Chilla National Forest

Indian Holy man

Yoga-posing under a Buddha tree in Varanassi

Man in Traditional Rajastani dress in Agra

Young Buddhist monks enjoying soda

Ok, so here in Berlin and having a difficult week. Really struggling with this whole cast thing-being uncomfortable and sweaty and itchy, going to doctors and police stations and the adjustment to my lifestyle-no yoga or bike-riding or even proper hair washing. Ahhhh the limitations of only having the use of one hand. So its made me generally grumpy and irritable. But today had a chance to download my pics from my India portion of this backpacking journey and it changed my perspective ENTIRELY. Reminded me how much I have already seen and expereinced on this trip and how grateful I am for it all. So I am currently broke, casted and in pain and discomfort but also know that this is only temporary.
Posting some of my fave India pics. Hope u enjoy :)

Broken in Berlin: Day One

2007-05-11T22:56:00.001+01:00

My fingers may be broken but it appears my eyes are still able to produce (endless) tears :(

It is 12.01 am. My cast feels heavy and arm is in pain but I survived my first day. Only 41 more to go. HA! So after making phone calls last night and watching The Holiday felt a lil better. I desperately tried to get accustomed to falling asleep with my plastered arm-- a rather painful and uncomfortable endeavor. After many hours, more tears, insoirational reading and prayers, i finally fell asleep.

I woke up this morning in acceptance of my situation. That lasted about...ummm....5 minutes! Just to take a shower I had to get help wrapping my hand in a plastic bag and attempted to wash my hair with one hand--not the easiest to do. I also discovered I can not put lotion on my own right hand. Walked out in the rain looking like a dork with my plastic bag covered left hand. With every new limitation encountered, fresh tears were spilt.

But then it changed. I saw a German woman on the train sitting across from me who had her leg in a cast. She saw my arm and we both laughed out loud. there is something so comforting about the power of identification. It made me feel not quite so alone. But then as the woman was leaving, her husband grabbed her bag for her and helped her out of the train. This reminded me how alone I really am. Loneliness on this trip has come and gone at different times. For the most part I can totally deal, but something about my current situation has made it rather difficult. I equate it to being sick and I am such a baby when I am sick. Just wanna stay at home and ignore the world while someone brushes my hair, feeds me ice-cream and tells me it will all be ok. Not that this has ever really happened for me prior but it has always been my secret fantasy when I'm not feeling 100%.

So anyway, I moved out of the church office today to stay with this really sweet girl Madeline. Struggled with packing and closing up my suitcases with one hand. This brought on a whole new tear-dropping session and more prayers to help me get through it. So basically day was tough and I struggled, a lot. But now that it is midnight it is a new day with another opportunity to try again. Have to say though as much as I wish i didn't have to pack alone, etc, I am so grateful that I am strong-willed enough to be able to.

I will leave you with a verse I love that is helping me.

*and in the pic of me with the Berlin sculpture please take your eyes off of HIM and notice my cast covered in a plastic bag :P

Lord I pray that You would open the eyes of their hearts that they may see You, and know that You are ever present in their lives.
prayer of Elisha. 2 Kings 6

Call centers, German police stations and Hospitals

2007-05-10T21:23:00.000+01:00

Wish this email could be as lighthearted as ones prior but feeling a lil...heavy rght now :(
It all started last night(Wed 9) around 10:30 pm. Just left a pizza place and an American girl from Ohio I had met earlier. Saw a call center on the way back to the U-bahn and stopped in to call friends and family. no one answered so i left messages. the guy at the call place was trying to charge me more than the price he quoted before I made the calls so i told him to show me on the computer screen how he had formulated the charges. he got really angry and out of nowhere violently ripped the bag outta my hands while i was still holding onto it then locked me in the store, backed me in a corner and threatened to hit me with my bag.
Everything happened so quickly but was such a terrifying and traumatic situation. Luckily there was another guy on the computer who told the shopowner to calm down and let me go. I am very greatful that the other guy was there or else i think it would have been much worse but still amazed that the guy allowed the shop owner to treat a helpess female so violently without intervening sooner or more on my behalf. The second I got out of the shop, was shaken and bawling and
called the pastor from a street payphone. He showed up and we called the cops but the shopowner was just leaving the store and ran around the corner as soon as he saw the cops. The policemen sped off after him but to no avail. Christian and I rode in the cop car( a very nice BMW station wagon) and spent 2 hours at thepolice station where he acted as translator to the German speaking police. After leaving the station, we then spent another 2 hours missing trains and busses. We arrived back at the church office at 3.30 in the morning, 5 1/2 hours after the phone calls and incident. my finger was swollen to twice its size, blue and throbbing and I feared it was likely sprained.
Woke up this morning and my fingers appeared much worse, particularly my ring finger, and would not straighten out. Went to go on a sightseeing tour and met and had lunch with these 2 amazing women from Houston Texas, Ruthann and Janelle. Their company and perspective helped me to change my own about the situation. Instead of focusing on the problem-the angry unprovoked assault by the guy and my anger and aching fingers- i decided to focus on what lesson God could have been trying to show me in all this. I came up with 2; one being that I am very lucky that it wasn´t worse and two- that I had a # in Berlin to call and that that person, Christian, showed up for me and comforted and assisted me. As tough as I think I am-that I am independant and dont need other people- God showed me how wrong i was. Without the pastor´s assistance and the women and other strangers today, I dont know what I would have done!!! So earlier today my anger was replaced with an overwhelming sense of gratitude.
THEN, I went to urgent care. Before I saw the doctor I was filled with anxiety and terror of the unknown and more pain. Praying helped ease some of that fear and I hoped that my doctor would as well. UNfortunately, that was not the case. My doctor was young but very rough with me. When I told him I was concerned my finger could be sprained he said that it was highly unlikely to happen without a severe fall or blow to my hands. Needless to say, his cold behavior on top of the fact that I was in a foreign place where I could not understand the language, made me more upset and I once again began to shed tears. The woman who took my X-Rays was not much better, she slammed and smashed my fingers on the X-Ray plate and was upset with me for not straightening them out flat. I tried to calmy explain to her that the very reason I was obtaining an X-Ray was because I was in fact unable to straighten 3 of my fingers flat. This is when she used force to flatten out my sad puffy blackened digits.
When we returned to the doctors office all of a sudden my mean young doctor was very kind to me-amazing what sympathy broken bones can bring. Yep, that is right folks- one finger is sprained and the other finger is BROKEN! My whole hand and arm is in a cast-for 6 weeks!!!!! then when it gets off they will determine if it healed properly and will be okay or if i will need surgery : (
Needless to say, this new information made me very sad, hurt, frustrated angry lonely and in pain :(
Seeing the X-Ray of my poor little ring finger-cracked and broken- and knowing that it happened not because of anything on my part but because of the assault and rage of an unprovoked attack just made the news that much more diificult to deal with. Luckily, as before, I was not alone and Christian took me to get food and movies before dropping me back off at the church offices. So now after having cried this evening, prayed and made phone calls I type this blog with one hand while my left is in a stiff heavy cast where it will reside for the next MONTH AND A HALF!!!!! :(
Its funny how before this I never realized the importance of your left hand but it assists in pretty much everything-shoe tying, holding stuff, putting on clothes, bathing, jah jah jah and now I will require the kind pity and assistance of others or just how to fend for myself with one arm. Yes, I only have 3 weeks left to this trip but wearing a cast is not exactly conducive to the solo backpacking adventure lifestyle PLUS, I will have the cast on for a month after my return to the states. Its funny how this one little thing changes a lot-all my sister Lori#s graduation pics will have her cast wearing sis in them, no yoga or photoshoots for me and having to wear a plastic bag over my cast to bathe or in the rain(which there is currently a lot of in Berlin).
So that is me and where I am at-sad upset and in pain.
I ask you all, my friends and family, for extra prayers please for my sanity and getting by, for this man to face the consequence of his actions and especially for proper healing of my hand so i will not have to face surgery in 6 weeks.
I love and miss you all so very very much!!!!
Please also do not worry about me. Yes, there is danger out there and I ran into some of it but more than anything this incident has proven to me that I have a God that loves me and will never leave me alone.
Love and Miss, Carolina

oh no!!

2007-05-07T23:40:00.000+01:00

In Berlin and tried to add a pic to my last post and somehow erased it. oooopssss!! That is the problem with me not knowing any friggin German. Yeah so thinkin i was postin it i actually deleted it. maybe this is a sign i should learn some German. Got here just in time for a week of rain nut lovin it despite the weather.

My German neighborhood

2007-05-05T18:34:00.005+01:00

In the air again......
Flew from Milan, Italy, to Hahn airport in Germany(an hour and a half away from Frankfurt) arriving exhausted in Frankfurt at 2:30 am. I walked from the train station to my hostel, Frankfurt Hostel, which was less than 5 minutes away. All of the next day was spent at the Buddhist monastery, Pagoda Phat Hue (this is where I would spend most of my first week in Frankfurt). The following day(Wed?) I walked to the Palm Garden through a beautiful neighborhood of peace, quiet and tree lined streets--an excursion I highly recommend. The nearby apartments in this lovely neighborhood resembled sorority houses, perfectly maintained brownstones and government style buildings complete with lions protecting the archways. I was loving it and imagining exchanging my shared hostel room for one of these beautiful, expensive properties. I was also wishing i knew how to ride a bike like everyone who passed me by. Bikes, BMW's and Mercedes were all that existed in that neighborhood. Spent the day at the Palm Garden and park, meditating and enjoying the sun. Did not return to my neighborhood till about 7:30pm.
This means, I was so distracted by gardens, monasteries and pretty houses that I did not realize what exactly my own ummmhmmmm..."neighborhood" consisted of untill two days after being there, although now I WONDER how i managed to miss it. For starters my hostel was situated directly between a kebab cafe and a sex shop. Let me clarify when i say SEX STORE, this was not your average rinky-dink hidden corner shop but this was "SEX WORLD" with live shows, fluorescent lights and 3 very large floors. I walked around to grab food and this is when i began to really notice my neighborhood and its inhabitants. The street "employees" were already out before 8 pm. These consisted of transvestites, girls so young and skinny offering their services and groups of hookers holding hands with their pimps. Was a little shocking to say the least but it would make since being that exactly one block away was Frankfurt's infamous red light district. It was here where i learned the origin of the term "Red Light." There are actually large red flashing lights, lamps and fluorescent red hearts to signify that these places are brothels. What was so crazy to me is that I had no idea!! I made my friend drive me around my newly realized neighborhood twice.
Back at my hostel I met a lot of fellow Mexican travelers including two really sweet young girls from Monterrey, Mexico who actually know my cousin in Linares.

I officially ran out of money in Milan but luckily the hostel allowed me to work in exchange for accomodation: I translated flyers and menus into Spanish and passed out flyers at the train station to largely uninterested passer-by's. Every local asked me why I was in Frankfurt for so long but I really enjoyed my stay. People at the hostel were friendly, the Sanga(monks and nuns) at the Monastery were wonderful and i was able to relax and read a lot. Funny cause my skin was broken out horribly, i was broke and my clothes were the same as before when i was bitching about them but somehow it was such a wonderful peaceful experience for me. With only 4 weeks left of my trip before i head back to the U.S, I am trying to make the most of it. That said, feel like i am on autopilot, sort of traveling through a black void with no idea what or where next. Not scared as to what that will be, just curious. The abbot equated me to the wind saying that i just kind of am, no one knows where i will end up next(nor do i)but that my presence is definitely felt and that it will all work out in the end, that eventually i will land somewhere.
To attest to the truth of that statement, I write this post in Brussels, Belgium where i have had 2 wonderful days sightseeing, visiting a Flemish castle and eating way too much chocolate and beyond what should be a daily limit of sticky, doughy, delicious Belgium waffles and. After only two days in Belgium, and nearly five pounds heavier, I am headed on a night train to Berlin just in time or else I may not fit into my one pair of (very dirty) jeans if i were to stay here longer.

I have come to realize that despite all my experience of living and traveling it is still hard for me to say goodbye. On Thursday I was at the monastery one last time and one of the young monks there asked me, by my first name, if i wanted to help set up for lunch. I informed him i was unable to because i had a train to catch to Berlin. I was already sad to leave but the experience just reinforced these feelings because it demonstrated that after a week of hanging out daily at Pagoda Phat Hue: meditating, crying, going to picnics and playing frisbee, that i was finally a part of. Just the night prior, after spending six hours at the monastery I was having a wonderful time helping the monks and nuns wash and put away the dishes after our lovely vegetarian meal. It felt nice to be useful as well as to just laugh and hang out. But i had to say goodbye that day. And today in Brussels I said it again, to my friends at the train station. I will see them again in NY but after 2 days of getting driven around the city by my Belgium host Eric, I must say goodbye to what I know and go to a city where i am forced to start all over again. Sometimes the "starting over" is new and exciting, at other times I find it lonely, exhausting and terrifying. As a result, sometimes I just end up isolating, on this trip more times than at other times. But the last 10 days I really felt like I belonged; it was so wonderful. So i am sad to say goodbye but once again grateful for the experiences had and the wonderful people I am meeting.
Later, off to Berlin now.

http://www.phathue.com/
http://www.palmengarten-frankfurt.de/englisch/englisch.htm
http://www.frankfurt-hostel.com/en/default.asp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7nifGlOeBg

My un-Holiday holiday

2007-04-16T11:57:00.003+01:00

Funny when people comment to me that they are jealous that I am on a 4-month "vacation"( or Holiday for all those UK-English speaking individuals). "Oh, is that what this is???" I often ask myself. Because prior to this trip,my idea of a "vaca" consisted of: relaxing, no worries or alarm clocks, waking up in my 1000 thread count sheet bed & goosedown comforter, rolling over & calling room service to bring me up my morning coffee and strawberry covered pancakes. That in no way resembles this trip. I often feels like this excursion is work. I am not allowed to ever completely enjoy one spot because I am always planning the next. I must always research: cities, countries, plane & train tickets, acomodations, visa entry requirements.....the list goes on and on. Uggghhh, it all makes me feel like I need a vacation! ;) To add to the to-do list I must also deal with all my "at-home" stuff--bills to be paid, classes to register for, taxes to file, scholarships to apply for. I often feel exhausted and overwhelmed merely THINKING about it! Guess that is just life , right? Work, work, work. It's not that I am by any means afraid of hard work--I am a Capricorn after all, but sometimes I just want a little break.
Ok, now all you at home reading this may be thinking, "What IS she talking about??? A BREAK? from WHAT?!? But, I guess this is the part in my trip where I am feeling a little exhausted and homesick. It is cold and windy in Santorini today. You know, one of those, I just want to "stay at home, wallow in self-pity, eat icecream & watch a movie" kind of days. Only I am in Greece and can not afford to eat more or my clothes will no longer fit and shopping for new ones is not in my budget, and forget movies-at least not during the daytime. Perhaps I could catch a late film but that would require me to take a bus all the way to the next town which only comes every hour and no one seems to know where exactly to find the movie times or schedule....
Honestly, I think I am just tired. Tired of my clothes, of living out of a suitcase, of missing my friends and family, of feeling helpless(particularly in India amongst such poverty), of not understanding or being understood....
Ok, I will end my one-person pity party. Thanks for allowing it. I will try to not throw another one too soon.....
Love and miss all you all so much :(
Se agapo para Poli

http://www.santorini.net/

Malaysian Waterfalls

2007-04-15T12:18:00.002+01:00

Was in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia where pre-trip the responsible adults in my life expressed their concern of me getting sold into the Malaysian sex-slave system to which the lovely Giulia replied, "If that occurs, at least you will be good for the economy," expressing her faith that I would go for a decent price. Well, that did not occur but had a few interesting experiences:

Arrived in Malaysia from Sydney, Australia late at night. Was planning on staying with a friend from school, Amrit's, family. Miscommunication as to dates occurred & I arrive at the airport with no accommodation but a mirage of taxi drivers & hotel owners offering to "help me out." Tired and overwhelmed, I head to the Internet cafe where I spot 2 other backpackers. For the record, Linus & Johan, could not NOT be spotted here in this Malaysian airport- About 6'2 each, tall, blond & very tan. At the endearing age of only 19, they would become known as my "Swedish Babies." So, we find a hostel that appeared decent online and take the train to town then get in a "specially priced for tourists taxi"(= about 5x the amount that we should have actually paid- I later showed my Swedes that that is what meters were for) and head to our hostel. Well, they called it a "hostel", I do believe 'crack house' could have been a more appropriate term. It was scurry and I was grateful at least i was not alone. One of the other women who was in our room was from England and appeared as if she had been smoking, partying and traveling for at least a few decades. With her incredibly raspy voice she informed me that India was sh*t. This, right after she warned us that she had been the victim of a drive-by robbery-where a man on a motorcycle wizzes by and snaps up your purse. Her backpack straps were actually cut off while she had it strapped onto her chest. We would later learn this a quite regular occurrence and left me terrified of motorcyclists(there are a lot of them) for the entirety of my Malaysia trip.

Yes, so this was my Kuala Lumpur welcoming party. Whether it was that news, the insanely muggy heat or the gigantic roaches I saw scurrying across the bathroom floor, let's just say it wasn't exactly my most restful night of sleep.

First thing the next day we left our Malaysian hell-hole and headed off to the MUCH nicer Haven Guesthouse run by the very helpful and welcoming owner, Evan. Malaysia was incredibly muggy-the "walk outside for a second and you sweat" kinda heat. For me there were many similarities between Mexico and Malaysia, minus all the writing in Arabic and the Malay women entirely covered, head to toe, in their black garb with barely their eyes poking out to see. Most of the time in Kuala Lumpur was spent walking through the countless shopping malls and outdoor markets in China Town.
Wanting a reprieve from the overwhelming heat and craziness of the city, headed 2 hours out of town to visit the peaceful Buddhist monastery and the waterfalls.

Again, seemed to forget from my Blue Mountain adventure that before one can see the waterfall, you must first get to it. For this trip that involved walking through bug filled jungle and wading through no less than three rivers, one of which I slipped and fell on rocks. But it wouldn't be a "Carolina trip" without me doing exactly just that-tripping and falling (my friends and agent, noticing my inherent clumsiness, have often wondered how I have managed to survive as a model- I often wonder the same thing). But the waterfall was beautiful & was such a nice reprieve from all the smog, heat & traffic of the city.

On my 3rd day there I finally met up with my friend Amrit's aunt & uncle. The kindness and hospitality they showed to me, a mere stranger, still amazes me and reminds me how truly blessed I am.

FOR LOVE, OR MONEY?

2007-04-12T17:45:00.001+01:00

That has always been the age old question. I have heard- "It is as easy to fall in love with a Rich man as a Poor one, so why create more worries," "If you hang out at the pound long enough, you are bound to fall in love with a mut," and "Be Smart." To which I have always responded, would never choose one over the other but would be nice...
Well, In Agra, India lies a great monument to the testament of both.
Yes, we have all heard the great love story behind the Taj Mahal but to actually witness the magnificence of the structure in person is absolutely breathtaking!
Arrived in Agra after a 20 hour train ride(they said it would be delayed 5 hours, but the Indian meaning of 'delayed' is being on a train that stops in the middle of nowhere for 7 hours!!!). Was exhausted & dirty but opted to go all out for the occasion and put on my bindi & sari-it was only afterwards when a group of helpful Indian women undressed me in public that I discovered my Sari was inside out & Bindi was upside down. oh well, was worth it.

wish i had some more green paper...

2007-04-12T14:18:00.001+01:00

Sitting in a smoke filled internet cafe in St. Nikolas, Greece. Was supposed to take 9am ferry but windy weather conditions = canceled fast boat. So took a 1 1/2 hour bus here and gonna catch a 5 hour ferry to Santorini(instead of the 2 hour one :P. Being in Greece-where everyone is super dressed up-ALL THE TIME has had me wishing for my 'cute clothes; or at least the $ to buy new ones but unfortunately that is not part of my budget-which is already way overspent.
So I am online filling out scholarship applications for FAll semester and just getting generally frustrated with the reality that although I may have intelligence, perseverance, world knowledge, jah jah jah, I am desperately lacking in the resource of green paper. it is so frustrating that I spend all semester, a slave to my books , with little semblance of a social life and althouigh I have managed to maintain my 3.7-while balancing work, school, and the tragedies of last semester, none of that seems to matter much if I cant afford my high price-tagged Ivy league education. Guess Im just tired and bitter. But its all perspective right? I am incredibly blessed and I have faith-for now, we will see how I feel when my Financial aid letter comes- that all will work out as it should.
up till today, the weather was beautiful here in Greece but it is currently matching my mood-gloomy and overcast. But moods and weather forecasts have the ability to change quickly so Im praying for some sunshine :)
Love & miss you all!

2007-04-03T16:25:00.001+01:00

Realized its been over 2 weeks since i last updated this blog, due to a variety of reasons but when i write in my journal daily and correspond via email to those that write, i wonder why i do not put more energy into this site. The most honest answer would have to be FEAR. Fear of being misunderstood, of offending those I mention on this blog and those i do not, fear of such an expanded general audience-how truthful and honest should i be about my experinces? most being very personal, guess i just have a general fear of being known completely. Came to the recent realization that my whole life, I have told alot to everyone but not all to anyone. And again a fear of what others will do with information they have about me. Guess I have become comfortable with being ellusive or as my Switzerland friends call me-Casper(yes, like the ghost). Another fitting title as i've been told that peolpe like having me around but I just dont seem to bew so on a consistant basis. So in case, you havn't noticed-doing a lot of self-reflection on this trip. And I have realized how selfish it is of me to not share with you about my trip, i dont have to tell all but at least keep you up-to-date. For afyter all, it is you-my friends and family, those I have met on my journey and those I've yet to meet- that have made this trip possible and worthwhile. For i have always said that despite my wonderful education :), 90% of insights gained have been from the life experiences i have had and people i have met. I am so greatful for my life and the amazing peolpe i have in my life and the ones i am meeting along the way.
Spent Sunday March 30th,in Chandigarh, Punjab-beautiful & wonderful, not at all the crazy hectic India i have experienced(yet still loved) thus far. the day was spent relaxing in the Rose Garden, walking around the very creatively designed Rock Garden and enjoying cycle rickshaw drives through the quiet-no loud traffic, pollution, cattle, etc- tree lined streets as the sun shone on my face. Felt like Anne of Avonlea or a princess being escorted around town. Then late night(starting at 12:30am) was an extremely bumpy 8 hour bus ride up the mountain where the uneven terrain actually lifted me a few feet off my seat-odd though i actually enjoyed it or enjoyed myself in spite of it, either way was worth it as early Monday morning i arrived in Mcloud Gonj in the Himilayas. The views here are breathtaking-my room(although rather noisy and thin walled) faces the mountain. Slept till 12:30 so got a late start but Sunday and up till now have been my best days in India thus far. I cannot even begin to explain the amount of spirituality and healing that is in this place; on the other hand, dont know that i have been in one single place and experienced the level of negative dark energy that is also present here. Its such an odd dichotomy that has nade it difficult to breathe at times and created so much anxiety. Spoke to many individuals-from a female traveler who was drugged here in a local restaraunt in broad daylight in January, to my yoga & reiki teacher, to the countless reports of kidnappings, murders and dissapearnaces that occur here regularly( mostly drug related).Also, as this is the home of the exiled dala lama, it is reported in today's newspaper that an increase in security has been assigned due to an evergrowing # of threats have come against him recently. Odd cause every city I have been in, starting with Malaysia has had a bombing, masss shooting or both on the day i was in that city but yet i still feel very safe and protected but nonetheless, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. My eyes have opened up to so much and i am so blessed to be on this journey!
It is Tuesday night now and I am sad that I spent such little time here-it is always in retrospect- but would really like to come back next May and spend a few months here doing yoga, trekking, attending lectures and volunteering. Had such a wonderful experience here today. After my Reiki class I walked 3km uphill to the Zilnon Kagyeling Nyingma Monastery to attend a lecture by the book author and the Dalai Lama. By the time i got there was 30 minutes late and struggled with being in a small cramped dark room while the sun was shining so brightly and surrrounded by such amazing scenery. decided to opt out on the class and just sit on a bench and read. Was there for less than 3 minutes when my instincts(which have incredibly strengthened on this trip) told me to head downstairs to the larger rooftop. Sat on a makeshift bench of unsanded plywood and no back, just a metal frame. Sat on this bench reading my much anticipated book when a friendly monk appeared and started chatting with me in extremely limited English. After a few minutes I returned to my book and he left. Ten minutes later, this monk, Gyatso, sat down next to me with a writing pad and an English/Tibetan/Sanskrit phrasebook. He asked me to pronounce the first sentence- I did so slowly, word-for- word, "Can you please tell me how to get to the nearest hotel?" I have to say his pronunciation was not bad. He then asked me to say the next line. This went on for 2 1/2 hours!! During this time we were joined by a small older Tibetan woman with very long silvery hair that she combed the whole time while repeating some of the English words, "pillowcase", "bedsheet" and asked me to teach her all the English words for her body parts, then there was the monk who just sat and laughed with us and every once in a while tried his hand at pronouncing a random English word, then a monk who spoke English more fluently than the others came to me with a specific list of words he had written out. While I sat in the sun breaking down English words syllably by syllable and patiently waiting for them to pronounce the words correctly, not at all upset that I was able to read my book I had intended on, I was becoming increasingly greatful that I was able to help these people who had a genuine interest and are actually incredibly quick learners. It was amazing to me Gyatsos ability to recall a whole sentence in a foreign language that he had just learned a few minutes prior, And as he struggled with a few words, like the 4 syllabled "expensive" and then finally mastered it, his triumph bcame my own. It was an incredibly rewarding afternoon and i realize that God had completely answered my daily prayer to the universe to allow me to make a difference and use my gifts to benefit others. Just upset i have to leave tommorow but really looking forward to Greece and my backpacking budddy meeting me there :)
Love & miss ya all

INDIA: You can LOVE it or HATE it, But you can't IGNORE IT

2007-03-19T16:36:00.003Z

Quick report that i am safe in Varanass,India. I have been blessed with encountering very kind helpful souls that are making me feel more at ease in a country that can have one on sensory overload. So amazing here-despite the horrible pollution, traffic, poverty and general craziness and disorder. Despite all my apprehensions (and those of others) traveling alone is proving to be such a gift. It leaves you more vulnerable but also that much more open to the reward of the journey.

My Crazy German adventure in the Outback

2007-03-16T05:10:00.000Z

First, wanna apologize for my blogging delay but due to a variety of factors-expense of internet use in Australia, time to download pics, limited use in Malaysia, my horribly slow hunt-n-peck typing "skills" and finally-my perfectionism as I always want to write the perfect, most insightful blog...
Ok, since we last met, left NZ and off to Sydney Australia.(oops.... apparantly I showed up to the airport a DAY LATE-such a Carolina move but $100 later was all good.) Suprised by how much I LOVED Sydney!! Feel like it has it all. Reminded me of California for the beach and chill lifestyle, NY for the city(minus all the crime and dirtiness but PLUS BATS and WATER RATS...eeeekkk) and then a 2 hour drive away to the mountains. was wonderful! Went to Blue Mountains and met a CRAZY Crocodile Dundee like German guy(yes, was a complete stranger but reminded me of my oldest brother Johnny) who offered to take me abseiling(propelling down a waterfall) after assuring me it was safe-maybe for other people. Didn't realize in order to get to and down the waterfall, had to first go THROUGH. Scariest thing i've EVER done & this is coming from a skydiving, rockclimbing, bungeejumping, bridge & cliff jumping adrenaline junkie. Was a 30 minute adventure jumping off of rocks into dark, murky, freezing water. The thoughts that can pop into one's head at a time like this....

But made it. SO FREAKING COLD but knew my brothers- fans of repelling off of rocks, would be so proud- probably a reason i am such an adventure girl, growing up with 4 brothers knew if i wanted to hang out had to get a little dirty and be fearless. Then after one of the guys took my harness off-SLIPPED on the rock less than 2 feet away from falling down the rocks to the bottom another 20+ meters away. Soooo scary! My crazy new friend said that nothing scares him but that seeing me almost fall to my death(or at least a hospilization) really did. But it wouldnt be my story w/out a fall down some rocks and some war wounds :)

Then to Malaysia-people are so incredibly friendly here! My jaded western mentality kept looking for the angle, waiting to get screwed-so not the case. Writing this email from the home of a friend from Columbia's aunt & uncle who are the most wonderful, giving hospitable people-to me-A COMPLETE STRANGER. So much gratitude!!! Also makes me realize that I alreadt know so many people like this and have been blessed with such wonderful friends and family!!! Also, Malaysai reminds me so much of Mexico-minus all the street signs in Arabic and the delicacy of Monkey Brains-gruesome details later....

Fly to Delhi, Ieeeeeendia 2nt. Getting scurrrrred-so nervous & anxiety filled.

If you are reading this now & believe in prayers, or even if you don't, please say a few, or more, for me as I will be in India for the next 3 weeks-ALONE.

More later. Miss my friends and family but so greatful for the people I am meeting, connections I'm making, new experiences & insights on this journey. Also, would LOVE emails-as boring or mundane as they may seem to you, nice to remain connected to my friends and fam.
Later, C

Queenstown, New Zealand: VIEW FROM THE TOP

2007-03-02T13:33:00.002Z

I think yesterday was the dark before the light. Last night was a crying day for me (see post) but woke up early this morning and went on the 8 hour Ben Lomond hike to the top of the summit here in Queenstown w/my Finlandian friend Teemu. The view was amazing and the very steep climb was gratifying. I highly reccomend this trek!

Homesick

2007-03-01T09:21:00.001Z

So, yesterday, Wed Feb 28 got into Queenstown from Wanaka. Went bungy jumping from the 3rd highest bungy in the world, 134 meters. Loved it so much i went twice. My ripcord didn't pull like it was supposed to(both times!) and was upside down the whole time. Believe this is what caused me to make the crazy decision to go again(details and photos later). Was exhausted but went out with the whole Kiwi Explorer(bus) crew. Won an hour of free drinks(Ha, the one person who actually wasn't drinking) but made me very popular for at least an hour. Other than that, the atmosphere is a little like high school-ya know gossip, cliques blah blah blah blah but managed to make some friends. Unfortunately today we all dispersed and went our separate ways leaving me feeling a little sad, alone, emotional and homesick. Also, keep seeing reminders of my brother Pedro- horses, a horrible car accident(twice) and today as I was walking through the park alone tonight, they were playing bagpipes-which were played at his funeral. Very bittersweet because while these occurrences have served to remind me of the loss of my little brother, they have also solidified my belief that i am not alone and although maybe not in physical form, my brother's spirit is still very much here. His loss was one of the major reasons i decided to go on this trip. It was a reminder that life is short and you never know what tomorrow, or today, will bring and it us up to me to live it with love, kindness and passion and to follow my dreams despite any fear(s) i may have. I have always had a love of traveling, learning, growing and experiencing new cultures and people. I am blessed that i am able to do so. I will allow myself to be sad right now as i miss my friends and family but also accept that this too shall pass and I am not alone. Miss and love you all

Illegalized, rocked, sailed, sweetened and swindled

2007-02-22T02:59:00.001Z

Arrived in Auckland around 11am on Wed Feb. 21, after a 16hour flight. Needless to say, this left me emotional, exhausted and hungry=GRUMPY(Muresch in German). At customs I am informed I must visit the Australian Consulate to obtain my visa(apparently it is not as Mexican Passport friendly as it is to ya'all Americans).
Looooooooong day. Find out Evanescence are playing at the St. James(oldest theatre in Auckland). Bought tickets and because I was a single, had a really great seat in the center front. Got caught taking pictures and security took my battery-after a 5minute "discussion". Have to say though, much nicer than they would have been in the U.S. as it was returned to me as soon as the concert was over.
Thurssday am woke up early to obtain my Australian visa. 90 kiwi dollars later(approx. $60 US) and 2 hours later was officially deemed legal-at least in Australia. Met with Penny Lancaster a friend of a friend who owns a sailing school in Auckland. Wonderful woman. Seems fitting that it was with her in the "City of Sails" that I tried mussels for the first time-loved them! After we headed to the Harbor where i saw her boat and took pics at the harbour. Next I headed to Valentino's for a purchase-nope not the clothing store, not quite in my budget. Valentino's Gelato that is, where I had the local Hoky Poky and kiwi flavours. Yummmm :)
Purchased my ticket to Christ Church with flight center where they assured me that all agents were on the same system and sold tickets at the same price. Of course, after i purcahsed my ticket and checked ut STA's prices, found out I could have payed $30 less-still learning. Found out STA did half the things wrong on my trip planning-no confirmation numbers, wrong flight numbers, incorrect paperwork, overpricing, etc. etc. etc. Leaving me tired and more frustrated. Flew to Christ Church and just managed to snag the very last hostel bed.

Saturday Feb. 24(i think??)
On a kiwi explorer tour bus through the South Island. New Zealand is amazingly beautiful!!!! The only American in a group of 70+ but there are loads of single women travelers. Lots of travelers from Germany, Londan and the Norwegian countries. Had a beach themed party. Cant wait to post the pics and video clips from that. Let's just say the last time I saw that many half naked people was at the Playboy Mansion.
Going on a 6hour hike thorugh the Glaciers at Franz Josef tom.
Later.

My Columbia Goodbye - Photo Gallery

2007-02-20T15:08:00.000Z

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My Columbia Goodbye

2007-02-16T03:34:00.000Z

Was so surprised by the # of people that showed up, continually throught the night. This despite the freezing cold and the fact that many of ya'all had midterms and other plans. Thank you for showing up and making my last night here...MEMORABLE-will soon be pics to prove ;)
Love ya'all! Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers throughout this journey & I will keep you updated here.
Gotta get some rest or my agent will kill me-have a 7am call time!
"Maybe she's born with it...."

Gonna Miss my friends, not the weather

2007-02-14T21:48:00.000Z

It's a BLIZZARD here in NY.